wounded, lost in hope

Today,my old friend, or actually she's my very best friend,who really angry to her life, angry to God and all around her, last week we had couple mouth fight coz I try to keep her calm from her anger and try to bring her back to God, but its not necessary,coz she refused all my words and she's getting crazier than before and I can't stand anymore so I just step back, and today she text me after almost a week we didn't had any communication, she want give back all my stuff,what I can do more? I'm trying my best, this situation means that she'll cut our relation, sad all I had, but what else I can do?? Coz actually I have my own problems, I think all ppl in this world had their own portion problems, big or little the problem that we think we had is only mattersthe way we look our pronlems, coz one will feel that their problems are heavier than others, all can I say is just, we all have problems in our life, like me.. I have big struggle with I. Expense my life,my familly and all... Also thinking I'm too often to help by my boy, and I feel its makes difficult for his life, although he said is not... Now in my down time I'm only can pray and stay with GOD, and this article helps me :  You who have made me see many troubles and calamities will revive me again. (Psalm 71:20) The battles we face in this world are making all of us weary.  The enemy’s attacks are getting stronger as the forces of evil seek to wound and discourage those who belong to Christ.  Many believers are crying out for Christ to return soon and save them from all this darkness.  We are indeed in the devil’s crosshairs and he is not backing down.  His plan is to kill your hope, steal your joy and destroy your future.  His arsenal is filled with weapons of lies and discouragement aimed toward every believer.  His fiery darts of fear and doubt can pierce the hearts of struggling saints causing some to wonder if God really hears their prayers.  We are all suffering the effects of a fallen world as we endure hardship of every kind.  As difficult as it may seem, the truth remains the victory of Christ is at the core of a  believer’s every trial. I read a great quote by Christian singer Wintley Phipps which said: “It is in the quiet crucible of your personal, private suffering that your noblest dreams are born and God’s greatest gifts are given, in compensation for what you have been through.” That  profound truth should give hope to those who are going through serious trials.  Keep in mind that all  we fear is under God’s sovereign authority and plan.   Our battles have been won, and although we still must fight the good fight, believers are guaranteed the victory.  Those who belong to Christ are already standing in the winner’s circle surrounded by God’s angels.  We are not alone nor left to fend for ourselves.  We are a chosen people who will one day rule with Christ in heaven.  The forces of hell and the darkness of this world cannot stop the royal future that Jesus died to give us.  He has gone to prepare a place for us so wonderful that our finite minds cannot begin to comprehend the beauty that awaits us.  As great as that promise is, it may sound hollow right now when all you want to do is cry.  Your painful trial is causing you to bow your head in sadness. Trouble seems unending.  But true believers must trust their God no matter how impossible their situation seems.  The Apostle Paul tells us in Romans 12:12 that as we face trials we are to” “Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.”   That is what sets us apart from the world. We have faith that in all things, our God is enough.  He will not leave us alone or allow us to perish.  In the book of James, we are told, “Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. “   You can have peace even when it seems that all hope is gone when you understand in your heart that in the end, God has the plan!  He is not waiting for you to be stronger, wiser or holier before he will help you.  He already has the plan worked out.  Tomorrow is in his hands and he will accomplish his purpose for you. In Exodus 14,  God led Moses and Israelites away from Egypt as Pharaoh and his army pursued them.  As the army approached, the people of Israel feared greatly.  They had come to the bank of the Red Sea and had no way to cross . Moses saw the enemy too but he told the people, “The Egyptians whom you see today, you shall never see again. The LORD will fight for you, and you have only to be silent”.   God then told Moses to lift his staff over the sea and divide it. After that, God did something amazing.  All through the desert, the Angel of God, who was Jesus, led the Israelites by going in front of them as a pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night.  However, when they got to the Red Sea, the Angel of God, who was in front of the Israelites moved and went behind them. The pillar of fire also stood behind them coming between the army of Egypt and the people of Israel.  God had the Israelites back!  He protected them as the enemy drew near. There was no way that Pharaoh was going to destroy God’s people.  In the end, God led his people to safety from between the parted water and used that same water to destroy the Egyptian army.  God made a way where there was none! Wounded warriors, never doubt that God is going to make a way for you too. He has your back covered!  Your impossible situation is under his authority and he knows how to make it work out in his perfect plan for you.  I don’t care how bad it seems right now, there is always hope if you will surrender it to Christ to do as he pleases.  Be strong and believe.  Remember discouragement is a lying spirit which ushers in doubt.  Take your thoughts captive and line them up with the truth.  We are so close to the glorious appearing of Christ.  He is with your right now – you have only to be silent! Dear Lord,  make this truth clear to those who need your help now.  Give hope to those who are facing battles that leave them wounded and feeling alone. Strengthen those with serious medical issues.  Comfort those who are having marriage problems and relationship issues.  Bless and provide for those with financial problems.  I know, my Lord that you are in every one fo these struggles and you have the plan to work them out according to your purpose.   Please Jesus,  keep our eyes on you and not on our circumstance.  Our hope is in you!  Amen I take this article from : http://mblordi.com/ thank you so much, this help me a lot.

Mengapa Tuhan mengijinkan Hal yg terkadang tdk enak terjadi?

Aku: Tuhan, bolehkah aku bertanya sesuatu?

Tuhan: Tentu.

Aku: Tapi janji, Engkau tidak marah.

Tuhan: Ya, janji.

Aku: Kenapa kau mengizinkan banyak 'hal' terjadi padaku di hari ini?

Tuhan: Maksudnya?

Aku: Aku bangun terlambat.

Tuhan: Ya.

Aku: Mobilku membutuhkan waktu yang lama untuk menyala.

Tuhan: Oke.

Aku: Roti burger yang ku pesan dibuat tidak seperti pesanan ku, sehingga aku malas memakannya.

Tuhan: Hmm.

Aku: Dijalan pulang, hp ku tiba-tiba mati saat aku berbicara mengenai bisnis besar.

Tuhan: Benar.

Aku: Dan pada akhir, saat aku sampai rumah, aku hanya ingin sedikit bersantai dengan mesin pijat refleksi yang baru aku beli. Tapi itu tidak nyala! Tidak ada yang berjalan benar pada hari ini.

Tuhan: Biar Aku perjelas, ada malaikat kematian pagi tadi, dan Aku mengirimkan malaikat Ku untuk berperang melawannya supaya tidak ada yang hal buruk terjadi pada mu. Aku membiarkan mu tidur disaat itu.

Aku: Oh, tapi,

Tuhan: Aku tidak membiarkan mobil mu menyala tepat waktu karena ada pengemudi yang mabuk lewat depan jalan dan akan menabrak mu.

Aku: (merunduk)

Tuhan: Salah satu pembuat burger mu hari ini sedang sakit, Aku tidak ingin kamu tertular makanya Aku membuatnya salah bekerja.

Aku: (malu)

Tuhan: Hp mu Aku buat mati karena mereka sebenarnya penipu, Aku tidak mungkin membiarkan kamu tertipu. Dan lagipula akan mengacaukan kosentrasi mu dalam mengemudi bila ada yang menghubungi mu kalau hp mu menyala.

Aku: (mata berkaca-kaca) aku mengerti Tuhan

Tuhan: Oh soal mesin pijat refleksi, Aku tau kamu belum sempat membayar listrik, bila mesin itu dinyalakan maka itu mengambil banyak listrik mu, Aku yakin kamu tidak ingin berada dalam kegelapan.

Aku: (menangis) Maafkan aku Tuhan.

Tuhan: Tidak apa, tidak perlu meminta maaf. Belajarlah untuk percaya Aku. Rencana Ku pada mu lebih baik dari rencana mu sendiri.

Aku: Aku akan percaya padamu. Dan biarkan Aku untuk berterima kasih atas semuanya.

Tuhan: Sama-sama. Aku akan selalu bersama mu, menjaga mu({})

when storm coming into our life

life are full with mystery...up and down, happy and sad..
Its all like every ingredients when we r cooking.. blend together
And when it finished we can taste the delicious food...

I always try to remember that GOD never leave us, and 
When He gave us any problem to solve he watched at us,
Never leave us and he gave us the way to help us,
Especially when the time we struggle and almost give up,
He always say "look above and pray" asking for HIS help,
Believe it he will give just right in time :)